lets see..

i`m seventeen now. and tony's in college. i'm a junior, and junior year sucks. a whole lot. i have a new job at a preschool, along with my job at wynnsong. I can't wat to graduate, and next week i`m going to Mall of America.

i really miss xanga, i liked updating a whole lot. i was facebook was dead, so people started using this again. I'm sure nobody will even read this, i'm pretty much the only person at Jeff that updates anymore.

am i the only one that hates Jefferson now? Everyone there is 'ghetto,' it's not a good school at all anymore. Plus all of my classes except two suck, and i never get to see my friends.

i miss my best friend. and i mhate how we're nearly strangers to each other, and we can't be ourselves around each other. we never talk, and we never hang out. i hate it, and i wish things would go back to normal.

that`s my daughter Lauren. She`ll be three on December 8th.

K maybe she isn't my daughter. Maybe she's just one of the girls at the preschool i work at. but isn't she adorable?!

there's my baby laur again =) 

what can i say, she's adorable. and so is little olivia, even when she has snot coming out of her nose.

three year olds are the shit. i get to hang out with these girls every day after school. how lucky am i? and look at how friggin adorable my laury is. 

wouldn't have it any other way<3  

i was so surprised at how this colorguard season turned out. i have to admit, i had my doubts. but i made some new, really close friends, that i otherwise wouldn't of even talked to. And the fact that we kicked some huge ass helped out a lot too. aw, i miss it.

<33. help me bring xanga back.

i`m in houston =) and guess what. it`s raining. has been the whole time. fuck this summer. i hate rain. no tan lines for lindsay =(

me & jack, my camera-shy nephew.

cuttin up the catfish...jacks making sure we all see the blood, and telling us we shouldnt eat blood.

me & my step-nephew-in-law? dwight. what kind of a name is dwight.

brother chris, me, sister stephanie, jack, brother-in-law dave, dwight.

jetskiing

sooo the water levels suposed to be to the top, but when hurricane katrina came, it damaged the lake, so they lowered the water to fix it.

me & chris jetskiing

mmm hope you all had a good 4th. i`m off to bed. won`t be back until the 14th!! <33 love & miss everyoneee. specially tony.

summer

weather`s been real rainy. too much rain. wheres the effing sun. i wont ever get tannnn and it`s driving me crazy.

i`ve had to work every single day except yesterday so far. sucky sucky, buttt at least i`ll have money. for a while.

tony got in a car accident. had to go to the hospital and stuff. buttface scared the crap out of me. i`m just real glad he`s okay now.

leaving for houston in 11 days

then im coming back and straight to colorguard week of hell.

then going to minnesota to see wicked with boifren

then marching band starts...yay.

and then i`m going to chicago to visit the speck's. like every year.

then it`s time for school again.

summer <33 i love summer

i just re-read my whole xanga. i think i changed a lot this past year.  a whole whole lot. never thought i`d be where i am today one year ago.

things are still as great as they were at the beginning of the school year. Funny, last summer i remembered how i wanted the school year to get here, because i thought something really good was going to happen. And it did. And i`ve learned alot. And i don`t think i`d go back and redo anything. pretty sure life is great these days, just like they were back in october.

anyways, i`m looking forward to a kick ass summer. lots of fun things to look forward to. Pretty excited =)

hey friends.

this kid makes everything wonderful<3

yeahhh i deffinitley took this. real pretty huh?

kenny chesney is amazing.

i cant believe i saw him. all thanks to tony. i love you so fucking much boyfriend.

fucking hell i was so close.

yeahh, if i were you i`d hate me too.

uncle kracker.

yess kenny chesney was riiiiiiight in front of me.

http://hs.facebook.com/p.php?id=1173840123&l=c0675613c6

go there and look at my pictures from the kenny chesney concert. i double dog dare you.

go there and look at my pictures from the kenny chesney concert. i double dog dare you.

tony, you are so perfect. thank you soo so so much. you`re more than i ever could have imagined. i never would have thought that you were gonna mean so much to me the night that i first met you. i love you, and i love that you love me back. i don`t know how i`m gonna top tonight...it`ll be hard. thank you for last weekend and this weekend, the two best nights of my life. =)